empty

[rose geranium petal heads]




it's true lastnight my belly was full and i couldn't bear it is wasn't too full it was just feeling all that i haven't been letting myself feeling all this love feeling this despair feeling in such a way i need to be empty so i walked and today today there was a tone my head was heavy but my heart was choking i sat at my desk the words coming and then i put my head in my hands i couldn't see the screen i need to be empty this despair is great. the clouds sat over the charge in the air unmistakable. i made my dinner and i could only stare at it.