bittersweet revel

[all that glitter spickle sparkle]



[bloody flower homicide]



[illuminated beacon yellow mother]



[sushi elbows]



[jailbird overflows popping]



[brilliant blinds city twinkles]



it was my feet again. i departed from the loves. i was overwhelmed and the emotion it was choking up my eyes had company squinting the water just came to the corners why all this holding stupid stupid it is hard to hold all this and to love why do i take it the girl who keeps hoping my feet kept going the corners of my eyes holding my throat choking i even reached out but silence is all i get these days it is maddening. what is maddening accepting what is accepting the change or not being able to accept it my heart hurts it can be hard to trust it all is as it is but really i just want to scream at the top of an abyss the city she twinkled we've been spending a lot of time together the night held me and i made my way through to the morning no to the pillow the pillow will take my head. now i can rest.