ebb & flow, flowing in the ebb

{ all standing attention soon light }

it was a happenstance yet likely not at all as it all happens perfectly the happenstance of coming together with distant friends. a recognition a shifting an observation of seeing changes yet turning an eye or being blinded by the spume of the wave because change can happen without even seeing it. i didn't see what i see now. now it is a matter of approach a matter of regulation. of moving. i feel as if i am beginning again. yet i still not know how to approach this deepness i am holding. with time and patience. lucky i've got both.