january starts

[NYE sparkly disco rests]


goodbye december i moved through the sparkles i never did anything like that i never wore anything like that what was i so afraid of what have i been so afraid of. i ask this but now i know of course i was afraid. it seems strange it is all strange it passed in a blur and then the weariness stole over me it was still all strange tossing and turning the turning in between the long moments the night the morning space the quiet the warmth it was it was it is i still live outside but slowly and for certainly i walk the path the path which opens the door to the inside the inside the pavement was black from the water we walked next to each other the shouts and sirens there i floated there was so much space and when i sat in the water the petals sprinkled along the surface the water warm the warm the warmth the water holding me and that was when the water fell from my eyes then that was when i arrived.