make time for play

[little note to beloved dear and pleading]


today after i pealed back the covers my feet pounded around the block then over the hill pedaling the clouds the sky opened there was a glowing but i can't show you i can only paint it this way then you can see how you want but it might not be probably won't be how i see it saw it. there is a glimpse but the clouds are hiding the bright there is a different kind of bright the desperate despair is love someone told me i am dreaming of other places i see a lot maybe more than i think more than physical but i see other places sometimes lately i am so mad i want to scream forever but instead i only clench my jaw and hideaway because what i am really mad at isn't what i am mad at.