while we were talking

[skaket beach | december.1.2008]





[skaket parking lot | december.1.2008]


there is a strange occurrence. blending emotions. feeling as if my city i have been walking breathing is much like atlantis. this place this magical place and i am far. the memory being only a memory that i can visit in my mind. the time is different and things are happening all at once. i feel not myself, yet i am more myself than i ever have been. i am about to embark on this adventure within the adventure. i have these people in my life they are from the past and present yet the people in the present are from my past and the people that were in my present are in atlantis. you spoke the truth today and it flooded and enveloped me. everything is correlating and entwining. thank goodness i have myself even when i feel not myself i am here. the clothes are spinning and there are some things i cannot grasp. that is the way it is supposed to be. i am certain of the uncertainties. thank goodness.